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To the Women I Compared Myself To
Hi ladies,
It was never my intention to put you in a place where your beautiful life on screen was stacked up against my messy, invisible life behind it. The truth is — I get inspired easily. I often admire people who chase their dreams and live passionately.
But sadly, we met under different circumstances.
When Love Hurt More Than It Healed
My love life hasn’t been the luckiest — or maybe that’s just how love can be sometimes. I kept meeting men who cheated. They never gave me clear answers, just repeated apologies:
“I won’t do it again.”
But they always did.
And then came you — the woman between me and him.
Some of you never knew I existed. Some of you did.
Each time I experienced betrayal, I kept asking myself:
“What did I do wrong?”
I started searching for answers — not in the men, but in you. I studied your social media, your accomplishments, your beauty. I compared every inch of your life with mine.
And the conclusion I made?
That I must be small.
Unworthy.
Unlovable.
